For the record...

What's goodie my folks?? It's been a couple of days since I've posted anything on here but ya have to forgive me, coming back from LA was not easy. Fuck with me for a second, I need to clear my head on the record so that I can continue this blog run without hesitation.

Before, during, and since LA, I've been doing a lot of thinking (and talking to some key folks) about my future both in the music game and in general. Just to put it all out there, I don't know if there's anything left for me here... NY is certainly my home and of course, there's no place like home but home isn't always necessarily where niggas need to be. Real talk, I think the only time that I made something of myself on my own accord without distractions was when I put myself through boarding school. My parents ain't want me to go, my girlfriend at the the time fucked one of my best friends over it, but at 14 I thought I was grown and said "fuck it, I need to do this for me." I didn't know what I was getting myself into but those 4 years in Connecticut changed my life for the WAAAY better. Now, I'm going on 24 which means I'm ACTUALLY grown and I think it might be time to do it again. 

Notice that I said "it might be time." I have a lot more to take into consideration now than at 14 so the decision is not gonna be easy. I shouldn't even be putting myself on blast until I've made the decision but ya need to know why I haven't posted anything in days: I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT THIS GAME RIGHT NOW!! I've been surfing a little bit and shit has been happening, a little bit, but I'm just not that interested. Hip hop is so stagnant right now and I'm ready for the new wave to crash down and wipe out the dead fish. Thinking about LA and thinking about the future, I've just been more interested in being part of the wave than reporting which fish did what to smell better. Sorry if that analogy went too deep but that's how a nigga feel right now...

In the meantime, I'ma keep posting shit that I find interesting and covering artists who are splashing around trying to get the wave going. Hate it or love it, the music game as we know it is coming to an end and if I ain't a part of the new generation when it happens, I'll certainly be helping to usher it in. Bottom line is, whether here or in LA, I can't play the bench.